Friday, September 12, 2008

Hi, My Name is Balqees, and I'm and Attention Whore !!!

Thats the first step right ?
admitting u have a problem, well i do, and its obsessive attention.
Well it all started with that first nice comment, that lifts u up so high, such as, "oh Balqees, ur dress is very pretty" and i'd be like " really, this old thaaaang", OR " wow Balqees ur hair color is gorgeous" and i'd be like " why thank u, its natural u know", OR the comment of ALL comments " Balqees ur so beautiful", here i don'tknow wt to say.
After that whenever i go out with my mom or to our family gathrings, i always dress alittle bit more nicer, and sit nxt to ppl who i know will comment on how i look, i FREAKIN FISH FOR COMMENTS, and at some point i think that the whole world does revolve around me.
This is such a bad bad thing i know, i'm not proud of what i have done, but its addictive, it really is, i have to be the most nice dressed, best makup, and most beauiftul nthe whole place, I NEED PPL TO SAY I LOOK NICE
I WANT PPL TO SAY I LOOK BEAUTIFUL

It gets me worked up and more confident when they do, oh dear and i think i took a wiiiii bit too much, when ppl comment on how my sisters look beautiful i get so jelaous, which is not somthing good :s

So first step of my attention whoreholic rehab, is to try not to look nice, but come on its me i can't not look nice, NO WAIT scratch that out, I AM NORMAL GIRL, PRETTY LIKE ALL GIRLS, A BIT A GORGEOUS, BUT NO WE ARE ALL THE SAME ...


But come to think of it WHO ISN'T AN ATTENTION WHORE :S
all girls are, even some guys, so its normal right ?? I'm a normal person right ??
NO who the fuck am i kidding :S
ok 5la9 i'll try to o better
and in our next meeting i will be better person, and u will all see that


Thnx for letting me share ...

73 comments:

Anonymous said...

No, you're not normal;p

rencontrer Pauline said...

ooh am you remind me of my sister,she HATES to hear from ppl sayin to me i look good,she'll get jealouse really besides she's more beauty than me. mmm madre shgoolch etha normal wela la bs u've got to stop being so over confident.

LoL Enty 3aksi ma a7eb asm3 mn ppl saying 9ayra 7lwa:P walla i rememebr i replyed to a girl CHUB while i was feeling shy and dumb then she was like :S fashla:p

Big Pearls said...

wala tez3elen, you are a normal person!

Don Juan said...

mthl ma qaly Amethyst ,, it's kinda weird ,, you're not a celebrity ,, at least for now ;D

Disturbed Stranger said...

My does your blog look wonderful, you've done an amazing job and great post; very sincere...

enough compliments? ;p

Balqees said...

amethyst:
but .. but .. but ..
*hides her face*
i'm so ashamed of myself






p-ella:
me andursis will work perfect 2gther :P
and who the HELL does ot LOVE ppl to say to them "9ayra 7lwah':P
so ur the weird one now :P





Big pearls:
awwwwwwwwww
I LOVE U :**
wlc to my blog :D





don jaun:
but ..
well...
I..
I LOVE MY SEL O MALI DA5L WT U THINK :P







disturbed starnger:
I don't believe in anything called enough :P
if there more do share on't be shy :P

and wlc to my blog :D

Ruby Woo said...

I also think that the world revolves around me.

But you're kinda off the edge cuz I heard of sister rivalry but never that extreme ;p

Oh do get help sweety ;*

desertpalms said...

everyone likes to be complimented 3adi!

thers nothing wrong with selfconfidence.. even if it is Too much, its better than too little, right? =P

Sh7afana said...

3adi ;p ana i sometiems think the world revolves around me hehe

do0da said...

can i vote psychopath or is just between normal or not normal :P

i kid

its borderline normal i guess but ur talkin to a weirdo so i dun think u should take me seriously ne ways :P

Anonymous said...

dress up nicely for urself NOT for others comments
u know i've my own style & my mum's family don't like it my uncles - aunties & cousins
they always comment that it's bad or not attractive but i don't care cuz i like my style so much
Just do whatever u like no matter if they didn't comment positively on that
i can't say that u're not normal cuz this is ur nature but plz try 2change it before it become worse

Anonymous said...

you are not normal ;p thats the reason I took the crown away from you ;D poor people were scared to death ;p

Anonymous said...

Oh Balqees that sound very Lebanese -artificial- i hate that.

om emna7i said...

In q8 ur normal trust me :)

Anonymous said...

I second om emna7i.

rencontrer Pauline said...

LoL ana:P 5la9 I'am weird :P

Oranjina fadidra said...

Gosh bal8es u cracked me up.. you sure need help yet I think people around you adore the whoreholic within u :p

Balqees said...

ruby woo:
IT REVOLVES ONLY AROUND ME :P



i do need help :S






desertplams:
so i can be an attention whore
mafeeha shay ??
YAAAAAAAY






sh7afna:
THE WORLD ONLY REVOLVES AROUND ME
ME ME ME ME ME
NOT U ME :p
*rehab is a bitch* :(





do0da:
dude ur a cool weirdo :P
so i think i'm only gonna lsn to u :P






anonymous:
o kinda dress the way i want
but wt i want it i want them to say i look nice :D
thnx for ur comment






amu:
dude ur gay :P






theadrenalinefix:
but wt can i can
i'm in rehabe now :P
wlc to my blog :D






om mna7i:
see thats why I LOVE Q8
wlc to my blog :D






cece:
I LOVE KUWAIT
watch out kuwait here i come :P






p-ella:
weird and unique :P
wesh rayk ??





oj:
seeeeee thats why i don't wanna change
ppl love me the way i am
a whoreholic :P

Anonymous said...

Trust me you're normal. Men jed a9lan who doesn't love attention? :p

Get outta that so-called rehab and let's start a club :D Attention Whores Utd. Sounds good?

Light Blue said...

ITS NORMAL ! =)

Balqees said...

pinkish:
ATTENTION WHORES UTD
YEA BABYYYY !!!!!!

can I be the leader :D ???








light blue:
i said that too :S
i don't know why pll y7boon alflsafh
so uwanna be in our new club :P ?

eshda3wa said...

beeboo
oh my god ya5ee ur such a babe
hot
the hottest of them all

esh7elwich esmila 3alaich min el3ain bas!

Cooookies said...

its human nature .. but just dont exceed the normal limits

P.S ok we do all enjoy compliments .. but not always n not from every1 ..why is it important to u what "everyone" thinks?.. etha u believe ina ur beautiful .. why wait for sum1 to tell u ?;p

Abi-Omi-Abi-Oboy said...

Im sure EVERYONE has those days.. ;) Its humane. Anyone who says laa laaa masawii chethe is probably lying cuz they must have felt this way at least ONCE kha9atan arnd childhood :P

3adii ;p... Bs etha wayed wayed wayed yeah maybe it is a problem.. Kelshay in moderation's good!! ;p

Balqees said...

eshd3wa ya5i:P:
*blushing*
thats wt i keep telling ppl

ma yfhmoon allh yhdeehom :P







cookies:
true
bs kman u do sometimes feel w33 an want ppl to tell u that u loo nice :)






abi-omy-abi-aboy:
6yb lao kan wayed wayed bs
mo wayed wayed wayed 3adi :P ??

Bliss said...

i luv being the center of attention!

I FEEL YA GIRL! ;)

J o u j a™ said...

did i write that post and post it on ur blog ? oops sorry its my mistake ;p

Shwaish said...

err ur normal :p hehehe madre we r all attention whores honey one way or another

Balqees said...

oereo madness:
LOL
seeeeeeee
thats why I LOVE YA :**






jouja:
LOL
i think ya did :P






princess:
i knew i was right
but stupid ppl ella
NO
blah blah
F them :P

PaLoMiNo said...

7abeebti abshrich ;p

ur normal ;*

mabrook ;p


hehehe no worries!! mafeech shay!!!


and why should u stop looking nice?? laa laa laaa that's not normal ok?!!

LOOK NICE GIRL!!!!!! :D

rencontrer Pauline said...

both ohwa rayee:P

Anonymous said...

Weed is the key.

Balqees said...

palomino:
I LOVE YA :*****
an i think i am proud to be an attetion whore :P





p-ella:
loooooool
u have to pick one :P





anonymous:
LOOOOOL
true my dear so ture

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