The End ???

How can I give you all my heart, when I know that one day your gonna break it
How can I give you all my love when one day we both know it's gonna end...
We always talk about how we're always gonna be together...
But in our hearts we know that this will end someday.
I love you and you know that, but I'm scared, and I can't come running to you…
Because I'm scared of our love and how it's gonna end and what's gonna happen to us
I'm afraid because I don't know what's gonna happen to me when you're gone
I tried to picture my life without you, but I can't
I tried to remember how my life was before you... but I couldn't
But all I know now is that you’re my life... you’re my everything
So tell me how we can possibly end what we have
You… sitting next to me holding me in your arms...
Is the safest place I know I'll ever be...
You… whispering in my ear telling me that you love me...
Is the only thing I want…
And now… I just wanna know one thing...
When I'm gone will you still think about me?
Will you remember everything we did together?
When I'm gone will you still love me??
Cause I know I will
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Everyday passing by is a day closer to our end...

Allah yadenya :P

Yesterday i went to pick up Sarooji from school, and when i went up to his class room 6ab3en there where alot of kids, so i went in and sarooji saw me came and gave me hug and then i told him" yala 7abiby 3ashan neroo7 albeat" 6ab3an kl3ada he ignored me and went to play with his friends, but the funny thing that happened is that this little cute girl came up to me and was like " yla mma neroo7" me looking at her in funny way and in a way like engal3y .. so i pushed her away with her friends, and then she started to cry and grabed my 3abaya and was like" MAMA AB'3A AROOOO7 ALBEAT " i was like " 7abiby ana mo mama" then who came ala5 alba6l sirj he told the little girl " la hady batees( yes he calls me that) " the girl was like "LAAAAAA MAMA" and cried even louder .. the teacher finally came and she was laughing.. me looked at her o fee nafsee agoolha.. mn jd mo wagtk.. so she took the girl and told her ana mo mama and theat her mom was coming in a while a nd 6ab3an ga3det tebky o tesar5 .. ahm shy elly ana et7a6mt when she told me that i was her mom lol:S
Anyhoo so i took sarooji's bag so we can go but befor we walked out the door he told me to wait o ana 3ala a5er 3omry asma3 klma a 3 year old, so he ran to this other little girl in thr classroom and went and kissed her and he told her bye and the little girl ma 3endaha wagt kissed him to and gave him a hug ana 6ab3an tn7t o ga3dt agool fee nafsee " eeeeeewa yal 7abib" o the teacher saw me and cme up to me and said eno hathy Rand and sarooji loves her and she does to. o 6ol alwagt they play with eash other and that siraj dosen't let the other boys play with her , 6ab3an hena ana 3ala alare'9 mn al'9e7k, o aljany 8ayes o wajhoo a7mr, so i aksed him and i told him " 7abiby meen hathy??" he looked at me be kol bara2a and told me " hady Rnd" :$
ya nasoooo a5er alzaman mafa3ees 9o'3er ye7bo malt 3alena bs.. 5aleny bs aroo7 le mama wla baba o agoolhom eny a7b flan 2ao 3elan what will they do ?? ra7 akoon the headline of every newspaper loooool

Don't ask me lao enta mo gd aljawab ...

Kefk? how r u ? kef 7alk? weshlonk( lony a7mr lol :P)? These qustion i hear everyday and the respond 6ab3an yekoon .. Tmam ... fine .. al7amdallah . o lony a9fr loool ( it never gets old :P) .... Anyhoo what i really want to say to ppl who ask me how i feel and how i am this past week is .. well i have the flu my noise is red not in a cute way i sneeze 24 hours and if i don't sneeze ag3ood at3athb 3ashan a6l3 al3a6sa elly mo ra'9aya te6la3.. my throat hurts i can't eat or drink anything .. darajt 7rarty 39 .. thursday i couldn't go to a D.J elly marrah kan ye7ms coz i was sick .. my eyes are teary and puffy i look ugly .. i can't hear good ( mo shy jadeed bs el7een bzyaday ) i go to my mom for a little sympathy what does she tell me " 6ab3an 24 sa3a al i-pod fee ethnak kowayes ma serty 9agha" yea whatever thx mom ... and to top it all off i'm PMS'ING
So thats how i really feel .... if your intrested
oh and btw I like spongbob square pants I think he's cute :D

Freakn 6:00 am

First of all i just want to say maaaaaaaaarrah thx o yaaa 7bilk ya HONEY coz she changed the look for my blog :D awwwwwwww marrah thx :****

Anyhoo, a7s nafsee ka2ny jineya coz right now its 6:00 am freakn 6 am o 6ab3an alwald o alwaldh naymeen o wad3t a5wanee llmadrsa, o '3er ketha amsi slept at 2:00 am ya3ny almafroo'9 akoon nayama o ash5r kman, bs ya5y mafeeni noom madry leh... yemkn afkr feli naseeni lool :P
Telll me ya nas what does one do when theywake up freakishly early with nothing good on T,V o mafee a7d 3ala almsn ( ella alhanouf 6ab3n who is online 24- 7 and when she isn't online ya3ny she's at my house lol ) so tell ppl what do i do ?? Wallah shakloo mafee shy asawee ella aroo7 agshr ba9l lol
so anyhoo ma 3ad fee shy thany aktoboo but be sure b3d showaya ra7 ye6l3 ta7sheesh al9aba7 lol

p.s thany:
again i did not read what i wrote coz again mally nafs and blthat coz its 6:28 now :P so masho 7alkom ok :D

OH MY GOOOOD / TAGGED :D

Ya 3alm ya nas i'm hooked on laguna beach ,, i watch it everyday and if i don't see it, all my day becomes nakd o a39b and i have no freakn idea why. But come on Jason is soooo HOT mean but HOT , and i know that its all acting and no way theres drama like that in realtiy bs ya5y i like it so i don't care what anyone thinks :P

Anyhoo .. i didn't have anything to write but ya7biiiilha blackorchid tagged me, yaaaay so i'm supposed to write things that make me happy .. I don't know how many stuff to write , so i'm gonna write the things that are in my mind right now :D

1- Food :)
2- Alhajwala fee alswag :P
3- Seeing my mom happy ( coz when she's not then the whole house isn't lol)
4- When i get a msg on my mobile ( madry leh bs at7ms when i see a msg akthr mn mokalma )
5-My bed and sleeping :)
6-Sarooji awww :P ( he's sometime a pain in the ass .. but he has the cutest face mashallah you can never stay mad at him or hate him )
7-Taking a shower, i feel refreshed when i take a shower , a7s e7sas jameel :D
8- Lma mama o baba yesafro 2ao ma yekonoo fee albeat :D ( I hope they don't read this :P )
9- Cute guys.. not only make me happy but make the whole world happy
10- Gifts :D I LOOOVE LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM :)
11- Money
12-Laguna Beach :P

Well thats all the stuff that that are in my mind now .. but akeed fee more things but some are 3eb to say :P ( wallah amz7 ) and others i can't remember :D

I tag: zizo, taqo, honey, moodi and shousha :) and who ever wants to be tagged then your tagged :D

p.s
tara i didn't read what i wrote coz maly nafs so if your find some mistakes mashi 7alkom lol