Bsm allah 3alaya

Ya5y wallah bedet a5af 3ala nafsee ..i forget things really fast and even things marrah 3ady like a couple of days ago i was counting something so i started normal till i got to six and then i stopped counting , u wanna know why? coz i forgot whats after six ya5y wallah i forgot i was like 1 2 3 4 5 6 .... then it was a blur for 20 seconds then i remembered bs ya5y 5eft 3ala nafsee, o '3er ketha once the phone rang so i answered and it was a guy for baba and baba wasn't here so i asked the guy for his name, the minute i hung up the phone i forgot his name,7awlt to remember it again mafee its gone, so i went to my loving mom 3ashan ashkelaha hamy ...
me:mama ya5y ab'3a agoolk shy.
mama: eash fee??
me: tara ya mama a7s eno feny shy madry eash howa ..
mama: ( in a sarcastic way) la 7abebty eash feeky bsm allah 3aleky)
me: ( ba3d ma et7a6mt showaya i told her what has been happneing to me) shofty ya mama walla tara 5ayfa 3ala nafsee
mama: 6aaaab3n 6ab3n ra7 yesrlk ketha 24 ya gedamal-laptop wala al-t.v 2ao fee '3orfatk .el7een nesety al-argam bokra tensy esmk..
me(in my mind): thats the last time i'm going to mama for some comfort talk
So ba3d ma ethz2at mn mama gelt maly '3er baba 7abeby ..
me : baba
baba was reading his newspaper and watching the news so after 5 minutes rad 3alaya
baba: na3m
me:ab'3a ashkelk 3n shy .
another 5 minutes and his eyes were no the newspaper
baba: eash howa?
me: (i told him the things that have been happeing to me ) fa shoft ya baba 5ayfa 3ala nafsee
another looong 5min
baba: ( finally eye contact) 7abebty enty mn awal majnona o ten7a fla te5afy
me: ok thx that was really comforting
so i went upstairs sad that my dad didnot care :( and told 3azozi my lil bro .he was playing play station so i went to talk to him
me: 3azozi 7abeby lazem agoolk shy
3azozi: ha eash fee ya dania
me: ANA BALGEES
3azozi: madry fen Balgees
me:kl zag
so i kicked him and went tomy room sad and upset
but still ma zelt 5ayfa 3ala nafsee ....